A bouquet of yellow acacia
C. Heyne
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a bar serves wine cocktails a block away from a church
i won’t step in. though, with you, i’ll stumble along
cobble’s cavern to the boob tapestry with lights & music –
a projector loops 70's dancers on the wall behind us &
all i crave is this too-expensive winetail & my wrist
in your hand as we feed ourselves to the projection. dance
grainy & offbeat with me, love. we’ll talk of lifetimes
we’ve collected; i’ll spill my obsession with floriography
& you’ll speak of victorians who spoke in flowers. we’ll
pause for sips & laughs & spurts of off-key vocals as we disgrace
songs with our untrained hearts. i’ll ask you about your partner
later. for now, let me hear about your dreams &
your most sacred fears. i’ve imagined the end, & it’s nowhere
in sight. all i see are flashing lights in your eyes. i’ve imagined
the beginning, & it sounds a lot like the glass
clinking on the bar. i’ve imagined loving my body, & it
smells like you. my hands don’t fit in my pockets, so
they tango with one another to the tune of your obsession with
stage management. show me how you settle them.
C. Heyne (any/all) is a genderqueer poet from Sunrise, Florida, and resides in Hoboken, NJ. C is the recipient of the William Morgan Poetry Award and has been featured or is forthcoming in Muse/A, DreamPOP, The Oakland Review, Identity Theory, The Bullshit Anthology, and Bending Genres. Find them on Twitter @craigheyne.